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Be POSITIVE!

Yes it happened today 16th June 2011. I didnt know how it happened but one thing for sure, I was somehow felt myself was put in a 'challenge' not only to that person but to myself too. Due to that 'challenge' which the person didnt purposely put against on me but which I did myself personally, what will happen after this will be my fight over myself. The result will be my goal. Now the question, can I do it? I m not sure but I m ready and which, honestly speaking, I've taken the challenge against that person and of course myself. But first my opponent will be myself. So can I really do it? Damn I dont know but maybe I ll know after 3 months. 3 months and 3 months I ll put myself to test. By that, I ll be 'on leave' from this blog of mine for 3 months from now. 16th June 2011. And for that guy - Be ready because you will be next after I beat myself. I have my eyes on you.

Now there are few things that I need to 'settle down' this year. They are namely : my career as a lawyer; To look for an apartment of my own; re-manage my financial conditions; Etc. Although the list may be simple, it is the implementation part that really concern me and it is not much on other people but myself. I have done this before and accomplished a few but when it comes to the above matters, I find it difficult (not impossible) to do. But since I've encountered the 'turning point' experience quite recently, and having figured out that if I really need to excel to the FULLEST both in my career and life, I have no choice (like this is a choice) but to do what is necessary - to 'grow up' as a man that I should be and to stand up for what I believe right for me and put it short - to be the man -. Now, it may be premature to say that I m going to succeed but I like to think positively that I will and as the saying goes, be positive and have some hope towar...

Ok I am a guy who 'hate' to share lots of things about myself and what more when it comes to my personal life. But then this would be one of the exceptions for that but not really though. You see, last night, I went for 'happy hours' with my gf's friends and as usual I thought it would be like those nights which I had before. Well it did went in such a way and nothing extra ordinary happened really. Nothing. Nothing unusual happened. But little did I know that the 'aftermath' really got me thinking. Along the way back to the apartment and to the office, I have been thinking deeply like I have never done before just for what had happened last night. I mean, what happened last night really and somehow gave me a 'punch' that awaken me from my conscious sleep, so to speak, which has been lasted for years. I hope I would make the very best of what really will be the turning point in my life.

Yes! I'm back...for a short while though. Now, what's up with this long 'disappearance' of me from my own blog? Nothing. Where I had been to for all this long? Nowhere. So, what's with all this then? Like I said. Nothing. Just to update this blog. That's all. :)